Hey Hey Slow down

woooooooooooooooooooo... going hyper too much milo dinosaur.. sugar rush. just to stay up late to study for SPM. by the grace of God hope that pays off. moving on I got one big problem I'm easily distracted. By what you might ask? OOO that you can ask a few people that would be Jeremy, Andrian or my mum or my elder brother...(I'm not telling) XD.

since the middle of this year I've been struggling with something . with something.. I all happend at one camp somewere in selangor.. it was something for scout leaders to go or rather PLTC. 1st day i went there after the registration and all the setting up of the camp site. We all gathered back at the assembly hall or foyer. (this was a school). we grouped in to patrols named after animal mine was Viper . ROFL. as the seniors ( form 4 and 5) were supposed to work together, there was allot of interaction between the senior groups compared to the junior groups..

This is when i saw her... she flicked her hair nad turned around.. my heart skipped a few beats. her eye were lovely , her hair so silky. her face so radiant.

throughout the camp i got to know her.. finally we exchanged contacts and after the camp we said our goodbyes.

after this camp we still kept in touch. sms msn you name it. I really wanted to tell her i like her.. But there's one big problem.. I think to myself i have to realistic she lives in PJ i'm in subang how on earth am i goin to see her.. whats more i only got to know of her this year. We may be friends but i don't think we're that close and if i say that to her will it end our friendship.?

this 's what's been bothering me this pass few months. To say or not to say. ask or no to ask. will she or will she not. will it do more harm than good. all these questions boggle my mind. arhhhh.

Putting that aside on a lighter note, that's the on area of my life troubling me at the moment . The rest is just awesome. great friends, great family and a Great God .

Inspiring

inspiring video

it'll touch your heart

cross roads

life is full of these from what i have gone though. You take a turn and you might miss out on something else. the worst part is you can't make a U-turn and go back. Sacrifices have to be made.. this does not mean big ones only but the little things too.. Such as i have give up playing around and slacking to study for a better future. Parents HELP alot in guiding you though the turns in life.. Thank GOD for them. they make life so much more simple and you don't get hurt so much when you fall. I think one's teenage years is the part of ones life that is filled with these cross roads. cause i had to give up quite a few thinks to make way for new things in my life.

School

it's coming to an end.. My schooling life. what experiences that were experienced. what i'll give to do it a second time :D. but life has to go on. i wondering why all the good stuff happened when i'm leaving the school. it's weird. totally. But in the present time allot is going on. I say. so much drama in school. lucky i got my good friends in school to back me up and my brothers in cell for support. for a long time i have been wondering what's the big fuss about having a girlfriend or boyfriend. isn't it a boy or a girl that's a friend.i come to realise that some of us may feel that desire to be with someone is uncontrollable. This is nonsense.. it only lead to disaster if you follow your heart. I have seen many of my friends relationship crash or ended because of this fact. Love is not a feeling. It's a commitment. something you have to build on. It must not be taken for granted. Having A BF or GF is not A fad . please people do hook up just to show the whole world that you have someone..YOU're sending allot of wrong messages to people by doing so.. and don't tell me you're lonely , don't you have your friends and parents. can't you open up to them. find somebody who can be accountable for you don't bottle up your burdens in yourself share it with someone you trust. does not have to be your GF or BF .

Cut The Crap

week and months of play have to come to an end... SPM a few more moths a way and i'm still playing a fool... So now i'm regretting it. I'm in overdrive studying like a lunatic. To catch up on lost time. What to do day in day out see TV, Play Com. Today lagi sad all the scout court of honour retire including me .. very sad la . last year T_T..then today some more IU day I could not go. my mum don't let me go.. sigh... what to do...

slowing down

I'm losing momentum... i used to be a fast learner. i think i must concentrate more and be more disciplined. pew.. i think once in a while we have to slow down and pause at what God has taught us and be grateful of what he has given us. With this we can keep our pride and ego from getting the best of us. too much pride and ego can seriously harm people around you in ways that you wont know. We also pause to listen and learn without this we will no be able to absorb what other people are trying to say to us .

MSSS Squash

i lost......... yahoo . in the singles event i lost.. not enough training.. all the blubber... to late to make a fuss. tomorow still got the team event. hopefully my teamates are ready. i fell down . srapped my skin on the floor. crazy man . 

CNY at my house

my aunt and cousin
ooo..strawberry
another cousin..so cute

i'm going to be fatter.. ate to much during CNY. must go on diet now :p 

Economic slowdown

economic slowdown = less ang pow (sigh)

Who says children don't feel the recession that's going on . i mean it puts more burden on our parents in turn it burdens us. not just because we have to spend less but we have to watch our parents toil to make ends meet in this period of economic slowdown.

my health

I do not enjoy a healthy life... My skin has a few problems which i not going to mention at all to anyone except my family and close friends. Doctor cut out a piece of my skin and play with it and they still don't know what's wrong. their diagnosis 'inter phase dermatitis'. sigh. They told me that  they may have to take more samples of my skin. whatttttttt! It a bloody inconvenience man. stitches on my back. It's extremely hard to bathe and worst of all you can't play any from of sports because it'll rip the stitches open. the good thing is this condition is not contagious and it's because of abnormal cells.

New Beginnings

WOW... In A blink of an eye Cell Group Multiplied.. crazy man. God is opening new doors for us.woooo. Time sure flies fast. Have to step up to take on new responsibilities. This Past few week has been a challenge for me to make good decisions. My friend tried to turn me against another friend. He used jealousy.. He Obviously don't know me well enough to know that I'm content with what I Have. Stupid feller. Scouts staring soon, can't wait to see the new juniors.(I hope they will be taller than last year's batch). It's going to be a buzy year. Better get cracking..

The best Gift for me

Almost every year my birhday I don't get any presents. I usualy don't celebrate my birthday. Every year I'll feel abit down. But now that  I think of it. I've been getting presents all along.  Every day I see my parents, healthty not sick, every time friends at chruch or school hang out with me is a blessing. I'm so blessed that every day is a day to look forward to, new chalenges , new friends , new faces in school and knowing that everyday gets better. 

Distractions

Focus..Focus..Focus
the words I hear allot. But the trick is staying focused. Distractions can come from any ware. Be it friends, work play or anything for that matter can be a distraction even typing this blog is distracting me from my studies. Misleading events might occur to prevent you from completing the task at hand. Most of it has to do with temptation. I give you one example (this example is related to my earlier post last year), just imagine a man cleaning windows 4 stories high up ,on a ladder suddenly a provocatively dressed girl comes up to the window, the man stares at the girl lustfully. then suddenly he loses his balance he falls down and ends up "6 feet under". This goes to what can happen if we give in to distractions. If we give in to distractions we won't be able to focus at the task that we were sent to do .

**if this blog has offended you in anyway I'm deeply sorry. :)

First school then Play

First day at school....!!! It Was ok i guess. Allot of people changed. And my friends seem to think my face is clearer. Anyway today was almost like any other first day at school. People getting dragged out of assembly lines. Getting demerited for not cutting Hair and nails. The only weird thing about today is that I Was excited to Be in school. I was Full Of energy , I woke up like 5 o'clock in the morning.(wah). There were plenty of new faces in school new teachers try to prove themselves to the headmistress and plenty of new faces for the new batch of from 3 And From 4 Students. This year SPM. Must study hard Cannot play play anymore. (must loosen up a little) :p.

Face Problem

Almost every one thinks I'm 15 last year. My face got problem. I don't look my age. even the Aunties and Uncles think I'm 15. Sigh.

The Biggest Insult

You know that when people insult you. Their greatest pleasure out of doing that is seeing your response. I had a lot of experience when I was in primary school, in primary school people will call me names like geography, babi and other stupid stuff. So I chased them with the intent of making them eat their words.:).They enjoyed having me chase they as my size then was rather large. I learned that the less you respond to their Insults, the bigger the chance of them leaving you alone.

Because when you ignore them is like saying "talk to the hand". And they want you to suffer for their amusement so , tell me would you want to insult a person that does not respond to any of your insults. probably not. 

I Slap you

It's Funny. Almost every girl I slapped when i was small is a close friend of mine. Seriously. When I was standard one I slapped a girl and now she's one of my best buds. And FYI I don't simply slap girls. I'm a gentleman.