since the middle of this year I've been struggling with something . with something.. I all happend at one camp somewere in selangor.. it was something for scout leaders to go or rather PLTC. 1st day i went there after the registration and all the setting up of the camp site. We all gathered back at the assembly hall or foyer. (this was a school). we grouped in to patrols named after animal mine was Viper . ROFL. as the seniors ( form 4 and 5) were supposed to work together, there was allot of interaction between the senior groups compared to the junior groups..
This is when i saw her... she flicked her hair nad turned around.. my heart skipped a few beats. her eye were lovely , her hair so silky. her face so radiant.
throughout the camp i got to know her.. finally we exchanged contacts and after the camp we said our goodbyes.
after this camp we still kept in touch. sms msn you name it. I really wanted to tell her i like her.. But there's one big problem.. I think to myself i have to realistic she lives in PJ i'm in subang how on earth am i goin to see her.. whats more i only got to know of her this year. We may be friends but i don't think we're that close and if i say that to her will it end our friendship.?
this 's what's been bothering me this pass few months. To say or not to say. ask or no to ask. will she or will she not. will it do more harm than good. all these questions boggle my mind. arhhhh.
Putting that aside on a lighter note, that's the on area of my life troubling me at the moment . The rest is just awesome. great friends, great family and a Great God .
